Monday, October 22, 2018

The question no one knows the answer to.



I thought I’d feel better after I’ve finished all my exam papers and being done with ACCA. This is what I've prayed for since I started this long journey. But when I've reached the end, I'm at a lost as what I should do next. Well, humans are greedy and selfish after all. The sense of accomplishment and satisfaction didn’t even last a week. I’m back to square one. I don’t know where to go or what to do from now on with my life. I'm feeling the exact same way I felt when I finished my SPM. Life is just this never ending cycle of change and uncertainty. It's always a question of 'what's next?'. When will anything ever be enough?

Maybe I'm not being grateful. Or maybe I'm just searching for the wrong things. Have I not matured at all in all these years?